i carry your heart , i carry it in my heart .

* excuse the bitchyness for today . it`s pms duude . yes , i CAN use dat as an excuse . mfftts *


periodss = SUCK .

stupiid periods . i hate it so much right now .
OF ALL times to get it . i got it on fridaaay .
and WHEN is de camp ? tuesday .
fucking good timingg .
i sweaar if dey come out with some formula to control de timing of periods i`d de fucking 1st one to get it okaay .
blah .

okaay . so camp is comiing up ya`ll .
2 days timeee .
which is de daaaay ? * drum roooollls *
RHEMA`S comiiing ! :D :D :D
excuse my lameness but i can`t hide my excitement :P
buuuut . yes , dere`s a fucking BUT . i`l b in camp aaaalll de way til friday . so i can probabli onli see her on mayB friday . or saturdayy . how sucky is daat weiiih . pfftss .
ohwels . AND dis idiotic skoool of mine . HAPPENS to hav some ACCESS program whcih of course has to b marked on our reports . !##$*($#%&@)#*@#%&@($%&#@*%&
so yea . i can`t friggin wag de waste of time at skoool .
soooooooooo . basically i can onli see her after skool and on weekends . I NOE . shytiness to de fucking max . fuckheads .

yesterdayy was ashleigh`s birthday in McDonald`s . i realised maccers can reallireallirealli b boring if you`ve got nothing to eat . yeaaa . i had to discover dat yesterdayy -___-
it was pretty entertaining loookin at de kids and stuff ; dere were 20 kids man .
i ALSO discovered , i`d never ever ever ever b a kindergarten teacher . cuz i`d probabli lose it . OR a primary skoool teacher too . same difference lah . de year 1 til 4 wud b a handful .
i DON`T think i`d wanna handle ppl my age either :P

for obvious reasons xD

if i were to ever work with kids . it`ll b babies . i love babies . i lovelovelove dem .
but i can onli love em up to a certain age . probabli 3 or 4 or 5 .
after dat , dey`re annoyiing .
some are real cute tho . but some are just , annoying .
yeaa i noe . HOW am i gonna deal wen i hav my own children ?
lols . i think dey`d b different . i`d love dem to bits i`l b one of em bitchy mothers (:
mm hmm . dats a plaan :D

so anyways . i got up at abouttt ..... 9 something . yeaa i`ve been waking up REALLI earli these days . no bloody idea why . i`m stil realli tired tho . just waking up at the oddest timess . lolls
came online and talked to qeeem . haha
he`s so funnyy in a crazy wayy .
chicken lips are fun to eat . tsk . i noe how weird dat sounds btw .
anyways . after lunch went get reaady to go . and went to maccers at abt 3 i tinnk .
bladiblabla .
came home . dinner. open prezzies .
she got FOUR dolls okay . loooaadsa prezzies . very nice ones tooo
haha . ma and i were trying to judge whether de boys gav good presents and were husband materiall :D which irritated ash a bit i tink :p
i actualli liked half de stuff she got . lollss .
but ANYWAYS . de nex morningg . i saw her playing with her bratz doll ; KUNG FU STYLE .
and she even included SOUND effects . haaaiiyyyaaawaachaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
and no , i`m not exaggeratingg duude . lols .
it was probably bbecause we watched enter the dragon with BRUCE LEE in it .
omgg . it was sooo boring i fell asleeep halfway through :P
but he`s quite goood lookin ! at SOME angles .

so anyways . later on dat day went to the glen with jenny to `camp shoop` .
didn`t do much really . got some more faciall stuff .
a beanie , gloves and a scarff .

i look so much like a bank robber with all of it on -___-
so yeaaa . had viet for dinner again which was yuum .
and it`s getting SO colldddd * brrrr *
lolss .

blah . and headaches are . pfftts . i hope i`l survive caaamp : S