and this life sentence that i`m serving , i admit that i`m every bit deserving ..

I`ve given up on giving up slowly,
I`m blending in so you won`t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I`ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I`ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I`ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there`s no way in knowing where to go, promise I`m going because
I gotta get outta here
I`m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I`m begging You, I`m begging You, I`m begging You to be my escape.

I`m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I`ve failed and I`m ready to be shown how
He`s told me the way and I`m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I`m serving
I admit that I`m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I`ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I`ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I`ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there`s no way in knowing where to go, promise I`m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I`m afraid that this complacency is something I can`t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I`m begging You, I`m begging You, I`m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I`ve made
And all I`m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can`t ask You to give what You already gave

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You