i`m a child once agaiiin [=

the stepdad came hoome on saturday . and YAY . i hav new shaaades . haha . i wanted a new bag but meh . ish okay . shades were bettaa . hahah . and a piiink top frm body glove dat seriously looks very rocker chic`ish . but i like it anyway . i`l weaar em on my rockker wannabe days . hahah . and DVDS . whooots .

suuunday .
had a barby-Q at some .. place nearbyy . i saw DUCKS ! dey were so cuute . and we fed dem tooo . hahah . this nature thing is soo weirdd . but meh it`s cute [= i don`t noe why i get this old person feeeling when i go to parks . like i`m with the love of my life and i`m 82 or something taking a stroll in the park saying ` iiii remember when i was a young lady like herr. i loved the ducks SO much * grins with her dentures almost falling out * `
mm hmmm . moving on .
i like ducks . i think i saw a COUPLE too . which made me AWWW even more . haha . i took pics of em [x
but i cbf loadin em .
i FINISHED my diary entriess that niight . allll by myself [=
without any help frm lang . hahaha . he seems to b de one i always look for when i need help with english . lmao .
ooohwels . i`m sleeepy . my viscomm teacher is a fckn tryhard cunt . i HATE her . and i swear i mean it . uuuuugh i wish she didn`t hav to teach . viscomm wud be sooooo much better . grr .



oookay here are the piccies frm saturdayy [= wel most of em are heree anyway .
ohhh . mel`s mum makes aweso nasi lemak . hahah . our plann to set up our parents SUCCEEDED ! lolls .

and mel`s bro is so cuute in a small emo boy way . LOLS . and he`s only year SIX . wth . and MEL tol him i said it . pooor boy must be scarred and afraid of me =\ hahaha .


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teehee . mel`s arm`s SHOOOOOOORT . hahaha .


i swear i`ve never laughed so much . haha . total randomness and lame acts but truckloadsa laughter [=


mel`s plaace . haha . two selflovin` girls and a webcam . oh and a camera on the webcam . lols


serious faced nic and jenni . LOOK . it`s the THING . ROFLMAO . its so haaard to keep a straight face . heehee .

Congratulations nicole ., you are 53% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

cuz it`s CRAZYbeautiful .








* awesome songggg . by ashley parker angel .


on another note : // today was funn ( : loads of laughterr and almost pee in the pants momentos . haha .
i need a new layout . anyone with knowledge of html , care to help the lousy , useless moi ?
pleaaase ? lols .

She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to,
the truth is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)

Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

i loove this song . haha .

tagged [=

List Seven Songs you are into right now.
No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

1. matchbook romance - monsters , greatest fall .


2. aly&aj - in a second .


3. panic ! at the disco - there`s a good reason these tables are numbered honey , you just haven`t thought of them yet . yes i`m still into this song and i listen to it quite a lot :P


4. the pussycat dolls - BUTTONS feat. snoop dawgie dogg . i noe i`m a lil SLOW but this song is mad ( :


5. cascada - miracle awesome song man . i`m stil lovin everytimewetouch ( : miracle is just as awessoooome .


6. citizen cope - sun`s gonna rise . rhema sent me this song and i onlyy started liking it recently . gnarly songgg ( :


7. LAST BUT NOT LEAST ! takingbacksunday - makedamnsure , you`re so last summer , number five with a bullet , cute without the E .



okay so what if dere`re more than 7 songs . lmao . okay it DID say 7 songs but mehh . i cudn`t decide on which to put . hee .

they`re NOT ranked . i love em all [= [=


okay the seven ppl i taaag are ...

libo ` xixi and nana . do it ! [= [=
kiki ` you can do it in your ooown blog [=
miin ` i noe you`re bloody M.I.A'ing . you do it when you get your ass is back online and bloggin again [=
rhems ` you`l probs like to do something like this RIGHT ? haha . oowehls do it anyway . haha [=
aally ` mm hmm . you do it too . miss BLOGSPOT BUT DIDN`T TEL ME . lols .
may yii ` siiiince you blog too . do itt aiight ! [=
jing yii ` i dunno if you stil blogg cuz i onli read the blogspot one but if you see this . do it ! [=

we just went to loook at some houses . man some houses are ugly shyte . pfts .
we`re loookin for a house to buyyy since the one we`re living in is only rentedd .
thankgod my mum and i agree on the criterias of the houuse .
double storey`d .
not to brick`y .
new / not too old .
not too much of a big garden full of bushy flowerie thingies .
not too small .
bath tub .

so yaay . no arguments there : P

skool`s tomorrow . gah . the weekend passes by too quickly =\ = oh and kingsley`s GONE . he`s at KL . !##$^@($&#!
i wanna go tooo . * mumbles *
he`s there to see dharani and shtuff . heehee . gav him a long list of dvds to buy .
i miss chilli`s . and auntie anne`s . and rotiboy . gah : (
oohwels . he`l b back nex satt . the house`s so .. quiet without hiim . lol .

ommggg i`m so jealous of RHEMA . she got like SO many new bags . and they`re all MAD .
i want i want i wanttt . dats de bestt thing abt being the ONLY child and being RICH .
#&(%@&#@ grrrr .
oh i decided i`m gonna start dl`ing laguna beach and watching it . cbs waiting til malaysia to watch at rhemmies` . i`l watch again anyway probs . but OC wud b given 1st priority ( :
and vivalabaaam . and the L word ! [x [x

3 months and 10 days left til msiaaa . i wish time wud pass by fasterr man . lols

MIIN has disappeaaared . grr . min , you gon die wen you come back online . lmao.

KIKI has so many ideas of what to blog abt . i NEVER noe what to blog abt -___- ;;

i`m reading a boook called ... chinese cinderella ; the story of the unwanted daughter =
i have diary entries due on friday abt the power of one which is a .. good movie . its so sad .. the boy is HELLA CUTE . de smalllll one . he gets disappointing whne he grows up . pfts . i never thought i`d like it anyway . its like abt AFRICA . lmao . and the apartheidd . weird , no ?

i hav to blog in the libo blog very soon .

JLO`s nickname is weiird. something abt maids ? haha . i wanna find out moreee : P

i haven`t talked to ALLY for TOO fkn LONG man . i mish herr .

i need to start replying testimonials on friendster .

OH . jus the other day , one of my teachers was talking abt .. some movie . lmao . he was so .. enthusiastic .
he went like ; and the scene where he gives that shot * does some punching action * . whoaa . he`s like the best . BEST . mutha eff`er in the world .

i was like . mmm hmmmmm ....

this post is full of random statements : P

ohwels . b back sooon ! kuggs && hisses ( :



stupid picture . grr .








i hope i can see my cbox now . :P



haha . kissie kissie mwa mwa ` ( :

starvation .

40 hour famine .

yeh so i starved myself for 40 hours . no food . only water / juice / tea every four hours or so .
no lah i`m not that lifeless . it was for charity , ppl . pooor lil` kids who starves their asses off in east timor . 40 bucks can help feed 8 kids for a monthhh . i hav like . $81 haha . i intend to get another 7 . $88 ! phwoarr . let me love the kids with luuuck . chinese style . lmfao .
okay so the 40 hours JUST ended like 2 hours ago . i broke my fast with yummy toufu cutlet thingies. and APPLe JUICE . and and we`re having JAP tonight .
am i HAPPY or am i happy man . heehee .

okay it`s been awhile since i last blogged . pfts . i reallirealli need to get ze laziness ooutta my system man . some ppl are so dedicated to bloggin . haha . anyhu . so jenni`s bday was on de 8th of august , a DAY after ally`s and jlo`s.
and omgg . we went to redbox . hahah . okay its not that weird . butbut karaoke is jus soooo .. not my thing . BUT it was aaalright . it was pretty fuun [x i mean it was jenni`s bday anyway . ahha .
dey were singin heaps of chink songs -____- ;
and I, for those of you who DON`T noe .... don`t understand chinese a whole lot .
soo . what do you do when you`re bored and a camera in your hand ?
mm hmm mm hmm . i noe you noe it .
camwhoores . kanna and i had our lil fun cuz she`s jap and doesn`t noe chink either . haha . oh and MEL . but she . she . she`s WEIRD . she can write . and sing in chinesee . but she doesn`t noe it . she can`t understand . cept for the words she noes but STIL . haha .
meh anyway . we camwhored for a bit . FOOD came . i had MALIBU and um pineapple juice i tinnk , rhems ! its so coconuttie . but its alright i guess . haha . but i`d rather stick to my chivas regal aand coke .
omgomg . wen i`m back in malaysia . lets all go to a bar and jus order every cocktail there is . i`ve always wanted to try the sex on the beach . lmfao [x [x
oh oh and the flaming lamborghinis and graveyard . AND not forgettin min`s special alchy mixtures . haha . ohwels we`ll jus see if it happens : P

aaanyways . here are the piccies .


haha . sluttie poseee :// editted by lixiian .

haha . this picture is SO weird . i`m buttin in . kanna`s lookin SOMEWHERE . and jeni`s jus . weiiird . lmao .

haha . mellypants and jennii tired frm screamin her lungs out . [x [x

i swear kanna has the FUNNIEST faces in pictures. melly : come kissy . in a less scaary way =X

hahahah . siuu . azn gangsta` ? lmao .

heehee . i love how disgustingly evil i look thereee . i so don`t belong in the piccie .

isn`t mello LUCKY ? xD xD she`s cuute . * grins *

bent your face downwards . and loook up to the cam. haha .

FOOOD . samosas / curry puffs [ i`mnotsure] , springies , fishballs wrapped in seaweed strips && chicken wiiings ! oh oh . spot the odd of the drinks . malibuu [= [=

a picture of us taking a picture . heehee [x

lols . camwhore lookin like a foooool xD

and agaiin . i was a bit bored . just a BIT .

piinkcess && nanciii ( :

bday grll & i .

kaanna && fii . dey`re both so cute .

haha . kanna looks funnii heree .

siu & I [=

nic & mell [=

i`l b back with the other stuff that happend laater ( :

happyy birthday aallyyy !

again , me being HERE totallii pisses me off as i can`t get you anythingg OR celebrate it with youuu . pfts . i reallireaalli wish i cud b theree * pouts *
i bet you had a good one ey ? of course it`d be better with * me * deree but ohwels i guess you had to make do . LOLS . jokee :P

anyhu , you`re 15 ! yaay yayy yayy . we`re all 15 noww . haha . can you believe how fast time has past ? its scary weii . seems like onli yesterday [ okay not yesterday but doesn`t feel dat long ago ] , where we all met each other in bu3 in FORM ONE man . we`ve known each other for .. em . you do de math , quite long lar . been through loadsa shyte together , and you`ve always been the cutest , innocent`est , most understanding friend ever ( :
mayB dere`s not a lotta words dere to describe but trust me you`re a lot more than that to me kay ! the pic up dere`s one of our very 1st decent picture together [x
stay as angelic as you aree [; you`re a total gem and thankyou sooo much for being dere all this while ! you noe i`l always b dere for you on msn or the phone yeaa ? haha . and of course to jus hang out wen i`m back deree . hee`
i love you so so sooo much . i`l b making all this up to you wen i`m back theere .

happy birthday agaiin babes ! [=

sz sz * hugs and kisses !

HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST BIRTHDAY JLOOO !

okay so i don`t exactly hav anything to giv youu . no one as reliable as you to plan things with la . ahah . understandding yea ? don`t worry . i`l celebrate with you wen i`m back dere again . who cares if it`l b erm . 4 months late :P it`s de thought that counts right right ?
ohwels . i hope you had an awesome onee babes . you`re an official adult weii .
so that means you can`t fuck up anytime and say i`m just a KID . hahaha .
but nah laa . you`ve probabli matured a whole lot compared to your old chasing ppl around de skool days haven`t you ? ( :
you`ve been there for all the times i needed someone . even when i didn`t need anyone , you were there . no one could ever take your place in my life , i swear to god i mean it .
dere`ll always be a place for you in my heart kay ? it`s deree and it won`t ever go . we`ve been through the best and the worst times , and NOBODY can disagreee . haha .
i noe i`ve mistreated you alot , i noe i`ve made loadsa mistakes you probabli will never forget , but after all we`ve been through , you`re stil and always will b one of the most important ppl in my lifee ( :
i`m sorry for everythingg i`ve donee too . you noe i noe laa . hee` :P
ohwels . bottomline , words can`t explain how much you mean to me , and how grateful i am to hav a bestie , ex and fren like youu .
love youu lots !

happy birthday again big guy [=

p/s : none of this is bullshit kay . i meant every word ! :D

what a day .

it was de boooringest day EVER in skooool . mygod i can`t believe i actualli went . what a mistake man . hahaa . ohwels . AND DEN . de funniest thing happend . locki`s er . sister ? i tink told me OFF . wtf right .
of course i`m supposed to get all sad cuz she HATES me :( :(
but nah . i`m not . hahaha . i find it a lil amusing dat she like took de time to come tell me off .. and tell me how much she hates me and de things i do ... when she doesn`t ... care =S
wel just a LIL amusing . ahhaha . i had a good laugh tho .
i`m SCARING myself ! i`m not hurt at all . i`m not even affected by any of the things she said . dotdotdot .
she came telling me off with de worst excuse tooo . * sniggering , i repeat SNIGGERING at her friiend . ME !? LOLS . omggmaaaaaaaaaaaaan . at least if he was cuter i wudn`t realli mind .
but it wasn`t ME . it was kanna . godd . ohwels i coveredd kanna anyway .
come msg me if you wanna see de convo . i jus had to save it . de total highlight of my aussie life .
i NOE . how fucking sad is dat right . but screww . it was nicee acting all biitchy like that ( :

byebye ppl !